Abstract

Background
Posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and depression are highly comorbid. Psilocybin exerts substantial therapeutic effects on depression by promoting neuroplasticity. Fear extinction is a key process in the mechanism of first-line exposure-based therapies for PTSD. We hypothesized that psilocybin would facilitate fear extinction by promoting hippocampal neuroplasticity.
Methods
First, we assessed the effects of psilocybin on percentage of freezing time in an auditory cued fear conditioning (FC) and fear extinction paradigm in mice. Psilocybin was administered 30 min before extinction training. Fear extinction testing was performed on the first day; fear extinction retrieval and fear renewal were tested on the sixth and seventh days, respectively. Furthermore, we verified the effect of psilocybin on hippocampal neuroplasticity using Golgi staining for the dendritic complexity and spine density, Western blotting for the protein levels of brain derived neurotrophic factor (BDNF) and mechanistic target of rapamycin (mTOR), and immunofluorescence staining for the numbers of doublecortin (DCX)- and bromodeoxyuridine (BrdU)-positive cells.
Results
A single dose of psilocybin (2.5 mg/kg, i.p.) reduced the increase in the percentage of freezing time induced by FC at 24 h, 6th day and 7th day after administration. In terms of structural neuroplasticity, psilocybin rescued the decrease in hippocampal dendritic complexity and spine density induced by FC; in terms of neuroplasticity related proteins, psilocybin rescued the decrease in the protein levels of hippocampal BDNF and mTOR induced by FC; in terms of neurogenesis, psilocybin rescued the decrease in the numbers of DCX- and BrdU-positive cells in the hippocampal dentate gyrus induced by FC.
Conclusions
A single dose of psilocybin facilitated rapid and sustained fear extinction; this effect might be partially mediated by the promotion of hippocampal neuroplasticity. This study indicates that psilocybin may be a useful adjunct to exposure-based therapies for PTSD and other mental disorders characterized by failure of fear extinction.

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• Psilocybin facilitates fear extinction in mice by promoting hippocampal neuroplasticity Chinese Medical Journal [Mar 2023]

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Now she is giving everyone in the house the silent treatment. Which is what she always does after she’s blown up over something.
Some of the other things she’s said to me over the years is that - she was going to kill herself and blame it on me and my sister - she threw baking trays at me once in an argument - she hurt me in an argument once and then told everyone I slapped her (luckily my dad and sister didn’t believe her) - she constantly threatened to slap me in an argument once - when she hits furniture or walls, I get scared I’ll be next.
There’s a lot more that has happened to me, my dad and my older sister. I am saving and working towards moving out as I can’t take it anymore. I’m just wondering how I can distance myself in the time I have still living here.
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My boyfriend has made it clear from the start that it's mainly my choice and he supports whatever decision i make but it is very clear now he wants me to keep the baby. I know it must be very upsetting and i will never forgive myself for taking away a wanted baby from him, i am so heartbroken and its not a choice i've ever wanted to make or thought i would have to make. I tried to involve him as much as i could in the decision and made sure he was ok too but his response was always its my choice and that he doesn't have a say and has made me feel so alone in this, am i being selfish?
Since making the decision he has completely turned against me and we have had many arguments since. From what started as 'i will support you with whatever you choose' has now gone to him turning very blunt and cold towards me and i don't know what else to do. Ive told him i'm here for him to but i feel like he cant even look at me let alone speak to me. Is this just his way of copping with it? will he ever forgive me and want to try again? Am i making the wrong decision? i feel so lost right now.

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LORs: 3 teacher recs ( 9/10 9/10 7/10) mid counselor rec cuz school keeps it under 125 words, explained this in additional info, schools responded positively saying they’d add this to my file.

Standardized Tests:

● SAT (August 2022)- 1500/1600 (EBRW:720/800, Math:780/800, Overall percentile- 99th) (took once)
● Duolingo English Test: 150/160

Research exp:

Research collaborator and advisor- (2020- present)
- Collaborated with Dr……(Dean of Mechanical Engineering Department)
- Regularly analyzed relevant research papers and discussed findings, suggested potential improvements and proposed innovations over meetings on a bi weekly basis.
- Worked on:
➔ powering electric vehicles by substituting Lithium ion batteries with similar alkali based derivatives
➔ hydrostatically powered mechanical arm for restricted submarine systems
➔ analyzing optimal hinge points to minimize post-fold area of hand-gliders to enable rapid commute at avalanche prone locations
- Work on my first patent to begin under Dr ...... supervision by mid-2023.

Honors

● Finalist For Indian team for IOAA’22
Also current semi finalist for ioaa’23 and ipho’23 teams
● National debate runner up

• 2 times National Standard Examination of Astronomy awardee (2021-22 & 2022-23)

● National Standard Examination for Physics awardee (2022-23)
● Invitational Indian National Astronomy Olympiad, qualified for next stage
● National Talent Search Examination Scholar (NTSE scholar)
● Kishore Vaigyanik Protsahan Yojana ( Young Scientist Encouragement Programme) national merit list awardee
● 9 awards of merit including school, district and state level recognitions by Science Olympiad Foundation
● State Rank-8th in the SilverZone International Social Science olympiad.
● Language Proficiency Award by 1988 batch (given to 1 student every year (school))
● Physics Brawl 2022 World Rank 36.
● Awardee of International Math Olympiad Qualifier Merit certificate by MTAI

Activities

● Comedy ( 2021- present)
- Wrote and Performed 11 Stand-up Scripts
- Taught categorization of Near Earth Objects through comedy sketches
- Performed in economically deprived areas and slums
● Author (2021-present)
- Currently writing “ xxxxxxxxxx”, a book dedicated to helping ambitious high students through the thrills and travails of Pre-College Physics
- Book focuses extensively on co-scholastic aspects of being a physics enthusiast and the opportunities that come by.
● Entrepreneur (2020- present)
- Co founder and Head of R&D Dept. for ‘xxxx’, an emerging start-up that aims to produce customized technology for personalized use.
● Card Stacker (2013- present)
- Creator of 100+ stacks since 2013
- Runs an instagram page on card stacking with over 150 followers.
● Actor and Playwright (2021- present)
- Playwright and Lead actor for xxxx’’s delegation for regional extramural events.
● Orator (2014 - present)
- Participated in over 35 intramural and extramural competitions and events
- 20 awards of merit in xxxxx All India Inter School Debate, ‘xxxx Oratory Champ’ etc.
● Bal Vigyan
- Member of school’s delegation to Sahodaya Bal Vigyan Contest, received Best Project for two years in a row for presenting STEM based solutions to Garbage disposal and Traffic Safety.
- Formulated AV components to LED billboards to quicken response time for motor accident victims
- Devised means to convey waste segregation to uneducated citizens.
● Oratory Mentoring
- As the only two-times Joint Secretary of my schoolhouse, hosted oratory mentorship sessions every Saturday for two years
- Mentored 26 lowerclassmen, 8 peers and 2 upperclassmen.
- A lowerclassmen who struggled with extreme stage anxiety has recently won the National MUN conference.
- Two other lowerclassmen from the mentoring sessions went on to achieve State level distinction.
Recent activity:
Appointed by school as peer counselor, have mentored 200+ lowerclassmen
Current Jee Main Percentile: 99.45%ile (horrible bc i kept writing supps instead)
_________________________________________________________________________________________________Schools:Cornell ED: R
RD: Caltech (stings)Columbia Stanford Princeton Yale (applied up close but uh...)JHU UPenn Dartmouth (cant blame'em, shotgunned)
Have a waitlist but it prolly means nothing being an aid seeking intl
Now what?: will stay here and get a cool undergrad place, will try out for grad schools

Hey all,
I caught COVID last year in November and had pretty mild symptoms. The worst I had was some sniffling and a lack of smell, thought I got off pretty easy ( might have been in thanks to the vaccines. )
However, in January I randomly experienced a panic attack. I thought I was literally going to die. No history of panic attacks or anxiety disorders. Since then, it has popped back up again several times and it's so frustrating because it seems to appear in random moments - when I'm almost about to fall asleep, watching a movie, playing a game, etc. It feels like my heart just suddenly starts beating really hard and fast or I get tingling in my arms and it spirals from there.
I got a blood test, an EEG, MRT, etc. and all of those came back clean. I'm genuinely at such a loss and I'm wondering if anyone else experienced this after COVID and if so, did it go away?

I decided to go through with it, and finished my first chapter. I've posted it on AO3 'n stuff, figured I'd put it here anyway. I also wanna preface the chapter by briefly saying what it's about to avoid (some) confusion.
"Displacement" is a line of self-insert fanfics I'm writing where a random person get's "Displaced" into the universe of the series it's based on. There's no lore to the teleporting, but the teleporting does happen more than once, and it happens at often crucial times to put the character into a new scenario.
Any text with italics without " " will be the thoughts of the MC, which I'll constantly just be referring to as "you". I really should start writing in 3rd person, but right now I'm stuck in a horrible loop where I keep writing in a mix.
I preface each chapter by putting lyrics from the song it's named after, which are emboldened and put in italics.
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Chapter 1 - Dead On Arrival
As dawn arrives, we still survive.
Nobody knows what's goin' on, Tearin' my town limb by limb.
Where are your mom and dad..?
Was it shocking for you?
Somethin is scaring you?
Enemies will hunt you, no matter what you do!
But we'll fight for you, to defeat them all.
​
If not, there's no way out.
​
What in the hell just happened?
You'd landed on your hands, which ached immensely from the poor angle you somehow fell from. In absolute confusion, you flipped onto your back and used your elbows as supports to lean on, looking upwards.
Above you was but a regular ceiling with lights, nothing out of the ordinary. It seems you had fallen through the ground by some contrivance and into an archaic office of sorts.
There was a total lack of memory from anything that had transpired both leading up to the events that had just occurred, and even some memories predating that.
Such simple things such as your name were somehow eluding you. Questions of who you were rebounded in your head over and over like an echo-chamber filled with nothing.
As your thoughts spiraled, you had a splitting headache. A pained groan escaped your lips as you stood up in defiance. You looked around the room, trying to assess your situation the best you could.
Multiple red banners fit with black Iron Crosses decorated the walls.
An underlying sense of dread built up as you continued exploring the room in search for answers. You approached curtains behind the desk, they seemed relatively well cleaned. With a gentle tug, you pulled them back.
Lying beyond the curtains was a view you thought you'd never see.
Just where in the hell am I?
Looking down from the window, you could see huge warships docked at a port. Some people down below, the size of pinpricks, were walking along the concrete ground. More crimson banners littered the streets away from the docks.
"Oh, no, no, no, no, no..." You whispered to yourself, backing away from the glass.
In an attempt to find out where you were, you flew open the desk drawers. Paper flew like confetti as you looked for answers.
A date eventually stood out to you.
"1-1941?!" You said out loud, dumbfounded.
You continued sifting through the pages in denial, finding the very same date over and over again. After a while, you were surrounded by a sea of white sheets each imprinted with evidence of the impossible.
The drawers all lay empty with nothing more to prove.
You looked towards the multiple banners in the room and silently cursed.
Where the fuck am I? In the Führer's office?
Two doors were present in the room. One opposite the desk, and another to your right.
Testing your luck, you opened the one opposite where you currently were.
It was in the middle of a clean carpeted hallway. The walls were an ivory white, while the carpet was a bleeding vibrant red. Even more banners littered the walls.
This was no time to just start wandering around the Reichstag.
Well... Did Hitler live in the Reichstag? Was this the equivalent? The Reichstag was never built so close to the sea, let alone having a view right over a German port...
A figure turned the corner from down the hall, which you quickly noticed. After silently closing the door, you quietly opened the 2nd.
It was a relatively well kept bedroom with an unidentified blonde woman sleeping on the bed. On the bed-side table was an officers cap fitted with a rising golden eagle alongside a red and white band.
A window view facing the sea was left open; letting in a cooling breeze drift into the room.
An idea struck your mind.
If I'm were going to escape this place alive, I'm gonna need some kind of disguise. Atleast, something other than a T-shirt and shorts.
You could only imagine what they'd do to you if they'd found some random person in what you thought was the Führer's quarters.
As silently as was humanly possible, you crept up to the wardrobe.
You thought "What woman was high-ranking during World War 2? ".
Perhaps the woman sleeping was Hitlers wife or something?
The closet responded to your touch with a high pitched squeak. Despite it being an inanimate object, you motioned for it to shut up with your hand. Your head spun around to see if the woman had woken up.
She did not.
With a silent thank you to god, you looked inside for some kind of uniform. What you instead found was... Womens' apparel?
You reached further in and looked deeper. There was no men's uniforms, which was quite surprising. Further scanning the wardrobe, you came across what appeared to be her undergarments.
You would've slammed the door shut, but the sound of the woman behind you snoring left a constant reminder that there was a SLIGHT element of danger.
Instead of risking it making another creaking sound, you left it open and left the room with a blush. You dove back into the marked papers and read them more thoroughly. Mentions of... Ship girls? Wisdom cubes?
No, no, no, that can't be right.
Standing back up, you struggled to formulate any kind of plan.
If you were going to survive, you'd need a weapon. Surely you could kill one with a surprise attack, then take his gun, and perhaps find a way out of here.
...
The closest thing resembling a weapon was a pen on the table.
Yep, that's fine, I'll just John Wick them...
You huffed and sat down on the more throne-like chair. It was quite comfortable, but it didn't spin like an office chair. It'd be 35 years before office chairs would be invented unfortunately.
The pen wasn't a ballpoint such as the ones you were used to; instead it was a dip pen. A half empty inkwell laid next to it. Out of boredom, you opened it. The smell of ink wafted out of the glass container.
Didn't they have fountain pens by now? Weird.
Your eyes were drawn to a map on the wall to the right of you. It depicted a slightly distorted version of the world you once called home. If you were uneducated, it wouldn't be unfeasible to identify it as the real thing. Perhaps even interchangeable should you be intoxicated enough, there were only slight discrepancies which broke the illusion.
You shook your head in disbelief. Either you were truly out of your depth or what you thought were the Nazi's were just pitifully incompetent.
At that point, it felt like you were in one of those TV pranks. You started probing the room for cameras or hidden microphones. With one glance at the open doorway, you immediate ignored it and continued the search elsewhere.
With a sigh, you surveyed the room one last time while leaning in a corner.
This couldn't be some sort of prank or something. Nobody would spend all of this money just to get a reaction from someone.
Your eyes traced the boundaries of the window.
Especially with all of those battleships and the like. God, the steel alone would cost millions...
The door leading to the bedroom slammed shut due to the wind from the open window.
You snapped your neck around to look at it, terror and trepidation coiled around your soul like a knot. Well... Now that's just great, isn't it?
The noise was so loud, you unconsciously held your ears in reaction to it.
You ran towards the window behind the desk and tried to get it open. There was no handle or any sort of way to open the window unfortunately.
Panic rushed through your body as you heard rapid footsteps approaching from the hallway on the other side of the wall. Grabbing the pen, you dashed over to get yourself in a good position to stab whoever was going to enter.
By the time I kill the first guard, I'll easily be able to deal with the girl in the other room. Shouldn't be too difficult as long as I land this blow.
Eventually, a figure opened the doors.
"Bisma-"
The pen somehow deflected off of her head, even though you used all of your strength.
"Eh? "
A dumbfounded look was imprinted onto your face, and she returned the expression.
Both of you stared at each other awkwardly, both of your minds were trying to assess the situation. She had a skirt that was a mixture of a brilliant red and foggy grey. Despite the look on her face, she had quite an imposing stature. Alongside her flat chest were golden buttons fitted to the exterior; 8 in total.
The pen tip was completely bent and disfigured, unlike the persons face you'd just attempted stabbing. There wasn't a single scratch or mark from your inept strike.
You crept around the stunned girl and into the hall, almost tripping on your own feet. As you backed up, she turned around and apprehensively pointed at you.
"You! What do you think you're do-" She was interrupted by the door to the bedroom being burst open.
"That man! Hipper! Detain him at once!" A tall half-dressed blonde ordered from the doorway.
You started backing away, you knew you had to run but it almost felt like you'd forgotten how to.
The inimical woman in front of you was poised to lunge at you, but her eyes gazed at something beyond you. Eventually you had backed up into something warm.
With a gulp, you slowly turned around.
You were face to face with, yet, another female.
Why were they all women? It's only 1941, surely they're not being pushed on all fronts?
An Iron Cross adorned her neck along with two more embroidered onto the wrist section of her clothing. Instead of blonde, her hair was a chalky white that was tied up in twin tails. Something else you noticed is that they all had thigh-highs on.
"Eugen, I order you to capture that spy!"
"Whatever you say, sis~" Eugen replied with a teasing grin.
"This is a huge misunderstanding! If you'll just let me-" You squealed shortly before being picked up by your shoulders. Her strength was extremely surprising to say the least. You attempted to maneuver yourself out of her grasp, but had no such luck.
Eugen effortlessly tossed you like a speeding missile down the hall and through a door labeled "Canteen".
"Why did you- EUGH! YOU ALWAYS DO THIS!" A irked Hipper scolded before giving chase.
"Oops~ " Eugen giggled with content, following with a gait of elegance.
The blonde put on her cap, and finished getting dressed before rushing in the opposite direction.
...
You'd just breached the doors of the cafeteria, landing on your shoulder and tumbling into the floorboards. You released a loud groan of agony as you made a clumsy uncoordinated attempt of rising to your feet.
Your mind was briefly rendered into tomato soup for a good few seconds before you regained your bearings.
How the hell did she just whizz me around like that? And how did that other girl just completely ignore my strike? What in the name of Christ is going on here..?
As you finally stood on two feet, one of your hands instinctively reached for your shoulder. It really felt like you broke something, but you knew that if you really had broken something, you'd probably be on the floor crying.
"Who is that?"
Your eyes widened as you realized you were in a room full of women draped in all kinds of modified Kriegsmarine uniforms. Some of them forewent their uniforms entirely, wearing skimpy, very revealing clothing for god knows why.
They were of all shapes and sizes. Though, putting it like that makes it sound like they're abnormal godless creatures.
It wasn't too far from the truth, some of them had what seemed to be horns. A good number of them also looked like children.
You struggled to get some words out in a very poor attempt of deception.
"I-I, uh... Für den Kaiser? " You stuttered in a horrible German accent. Everyone was silent. "No? Too early? Damn..."
A feminine voice crackled in from the P.A system, a ringing alarm repeatedly blared.
"Intruder alert! Spy in the base! Prevent him from leaving at all costs!"
Chatter erupted all over the room.
"There's a spy in the base?" Someone repeated.
Only fragments of conversations were intelligible from the mess of different voices and German. The talking slowly died down until the room was in absolute silence. Every single one of them were staring at you.
Your eyes went from face to face, they were innumerable.
You immediately turned you back on them and began your great escape.
It started with a thundering of rushing and mangled cries of "Get him!" and other variations of apprehensive phrases. Multiple lunch trays clattered to the floor. The flat blonde you'd met before burst through the doors, using her arms in an X fashion as a brace.
Hipper didn't see you slip out of her way and slink back into the hallway before continuing into a sprint.
"W-where did he go?" She sputtered in a blunder. Her breath was raggedy and frequent.
They all pointed behind her, some of them started running towards her which prompted an annoyed groan from Hipper, who began to give chase to the human.
...
A look of steely determination was imprinted onto your face as you ran with all of your might. Crimson banners, vanilla wallpaper, and the wall-lamps all whizzed by in a amalgamated blur.
You looked behind you to see how much a lead you had.
They were gaining, Hipper was still leading the charge. In a panic, you hurriedly chose a random door flying by.
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo!
You braced and charged through the wooden pair of doors. What you saw in that room was interesting to say the least.
Yet another woman was sitting on some sort of throne. The masonry itself was crumbled at the edges, armrests draped in light amethyst hair.
The woman herself was crossing her legs with her hands joined in her lap. Behind her was a large cathedral-like window showering the room with light, unveiling the darkness. Unlit wax candles ran along the walls with two golden chandeliers hanging above.
She cocked her head slightly to the right, intrigued by your form. Her presence alone sent chills up your spine. Something about her gave off an incredibly ominous vibe.
As you stood there, stunned, the girls behind you had finally caught up. But instead of entering the room and apprehending you with shouts and whatnot, they were quietly gossiping behind closed doors.
"... Think he'll come out alive?"
"August is scary!"
"Quiet, morons!" Hipper hushed them with a quick strike to their foreheads. Muffled whimpers of pain came from the other side of the wall while the figure in front of you stared you down.
There was a profuse silence that was eventually broken by the woman speaking to you.
"It seems you're this Spy. "
She spoke with an air of sophistication and superiority. More silence followed before being broken up yet again. with a sigh she stood up, albeit slowly.
"I must admit, you caught me off guard. "
You watched in a combination of wonder and horror as a mass of azure cubes passed through the floor and walls, amassing themselves into a metal dragon. Instead of wings, it had half of a deck of an aircraft carrier on each wing.
"Your bravery is worthy of admiration, although whether it is folly or valor..." The dragon took a thunderous step towards you, turrets on the deck seemed to be locked onto your head. "I shall decide."
Each of the steps towards you made you flinch.
"You... Want me... To fight... That?" You said while backing up against the door. "What in the name of Christ..? "
What kind of world was this? A world where dragons just... Exist? A world where someone can just pick you up and hurl you without any effort?
This was but another wake-up call to where you had been thrown into.
"Will you falter in the face of such trials?" She ignored your very obvious indirect plea for mercy.
Your hands wrapped around the knob of the door and turned it violently. The door did not open. In a desperate escape attempt, you rammed your shoulder into it repeatedly to no avail.
Seeing how it wasn't working, you backed up towards the dragon and prepared to ram the door down one last time with all of your might.
"Have you given up already?" The woman sneered, a hint of disappointment rang in her voice.
You ran at the door and made one poor excuse of a dropkick while closing your eyes.
...
It felt... Warm. Your body impacted the ground without ever hitting anything with your feet.
For the second time that day, you were dropped onto the floor. Hard.
You let out an exasperated gasp after opening your eyes. Sunlight hit your body from above, no longer held back by a structure.
You were now in a street, occasionally people would pass by. Some looked on with concern, but without the courage to assist. Wooden buildings lined the busy streets, the archaic stone pathway was littered with the tapping of footsteps.
It was just like when you had first arrived here. Though this time, you remembered.
With a silent thank you to whatever deity might've saved you, you stood up with a grin.
Elsewhere...
"Where did he go?!"
"I'm afraid that's not something I know."
"B-but... How?! He can't just vanish! Unless..."
Hipper scratched her chin, her right eye twitching in increasing frustration.
"He must be a submarine! He might have some... Some sort of camouflage! Yes, that must be it!" She whipped around to the crowd of startled onlookers. "Scour the base! I want no stone unturned! Every cabinet, wardrobe and desk!"
Most of the ships saluted with a coordinated "Jawohl!" before dispersing in different directions. Some merely nodded in a sultry state, upset that their lunch had been ruined.
The ones remaining infront of her were none other than Bismarck and Prinz Eugen.
"I just got my rigging on too! Damn him!" Admiral Hipper raised her shaking fist to the sky in rage.
"I'm sure you'll get him next time~" Eugen jokingly assured Hipper, slinging her arm around her sisters neck.
Already teetering on the edge of rage, she had an outburst.
"IT'S YOUR FAULT ANYWAY!" She flew Eugens arm off her shoulder. "I-if you didn't toss him like you did, we could've easily-"
"Eugen, don't go overboard on your games. What is done is done, though do expect to hear from me in the coming days."
Eugen let out a "Hmpf. " and walked away.
Bismarck approached Hipper with a serious gaze. She immediately got the message and composed herself, straightening her posture.
"I believe you were closest to him. Can you describe his face? Eye color, or anything of the sort?"
Admiral Hipper profusely nodded.
"Good."
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And that ends the first chapter. As you can probably tell, I'm a novice writer, and most of you are probably twice my age. (Surprisingly, most of you seem to be above the age of 20.) I'm also very new to the fandom, and am looking to improve my writing of dialogue and vast amount of personalities (most of which are tropes), and I'm quite afraid I wrote August/Eugen wrong.
I also have a few questions for any hard-core Azur Lane fans that I'd appreciate if you could answer:
1: Is the German language just called "Ironblood"? Is Japanese called "Sakura" or something? 2: Does the game or anime happen first? Or, are they in separate timelines? I haven't seen Crosswave myself, so I don't know. I was going to follow the events of the anime, then maybe into the game, then into Slow Ahead.
3: (most important one) Are men just... Really rare? Is there a reason why all the ships are females, or why we never see any men, anywhere?
If you've somehow read all of this, thank you, I appreciate people reading my work. Cheers from Australia.

21 male, normal bmi, non smoker, asthmatic
Mid february, i got ill with a virus / covid. We dont know for sure i had covid but my mom did pretty heavily. The flu/covid seemed to have triggered my asthma since i developed breathing problems. That lasted for 2 weeks, the breathing issues went away, then the cough started a week after. Thats been going on for a week now aswell. The cough is with and without mucus. If mucus comes loose its white and green. Also today a dull pain in my back has occured
I have seen 3 GP's and my asthma doctor who did not hear anything wrong with me. But since today my breathing problems came back again. What could this be?
My tests ive done: - Xray of lungs in October (clean)

• lung function test (very good for an asthmatic)
  
• 4 doctors have listened to my lungs and examined me, saying there is nothing wrong
  
• CBC done (normal)
  
• lung capacity at 99%
  

I also have random tummy aches that come and go
What could this be? Long covid? Astha worsened? Something worse? Hopefully anyone here has a clue

21 male, normal bmi, non smoker, asthmatic
Mid february, i got ill with a virus / covid. We dont know for sure i had covid but my mom did pretty heavily. The flu/covid seemed to have triggered my asthma since i developed breathing problems. That lasted for 2 weeks, the breathing issues went away, then the cough started a week after. Thats been going on for a week now aswell. The cough is with and without mucus. If mucus comes loose its white and green. Also today a dull pain in my back has occured
I have seen 3 GP's and my asthma doctor who did not hear anything wrong with me. But since today my breathing problems came back again. What could this be?
My tests ive done: - Xray of lungs in October (clean)

• lung function test (very good for an asthmatic)
  
• 4 doctors have listened to my lungs and examined me, saying there is nothing wrong
  
• CBC done (normal)
  
• lung capacity at 99%
  

I also have random tummy aches that come and go
What could this be? Long covid? Astha worsened? Something worse? Hopefully anyone here has a clue

So, I've been trying to find out if I'm in chf, lots of stuff said I might be but it was from years ago, last cardiologist tried to get my into get an echo but that's not happening until April, and I went to the hospital last year for chest pains. Stabbing, weird chest pains.
They did a BNP, which I was not aware of, wasn't ever informed of what that is, also had a bunch of other shit wrong out of wack, and they didn't address that at all.
They only addressed troponin and did a d-dimer.
I actually argued with them, and submitted a formal complaint as well, so that's documented, because I felt like they were ignoring me.
Well, last night I was printing out my records, and I'm new to this record stuff online, and what did I find?
Labs that were out of wack, and a BNP vital of 164 (H).
So.... I'm going to fax this to my PCP on Monday, also call them.
Like, I'm just exasperated at this point.
They also put, in quotes, that I said I had COVID, but I literally didn't say that at all! I've never had COVID, never tested positive for it, I was there to see if I had COVID, not to tell them I've had it in the past
I'm just like, jfc... This is insane to me , the level of care that I didn't receive last year.
I just had to vent

21 male, normal bmi, non smoker, asthmatic
Mid february, i got ill with a virus / covid. We dont know for sure i had covid but my mom did pretty heavily. The flu/covid seemed to have triggered my asthma since i developed breathing problems. That lasted for 2 weeks, the breathing issues went away, then the cough started a week after. Thats been going on for a week now aswell. The cough is with and without mucus. If mucus comes loose its white and green. Also today a dull pain in my back has occured
I have seen 3 GP's and my asthma doctor who did not hear anything wrong with me. But since today my breathing problems came back again. What could this be?
My tests ive done: - Xray of lungs in October (clean)

• lung function test (very good for an asthmatic)
  
• 4 doctors have listened to my lungs and examined me, saying there is nothing wrong
  
• CBC done (normal)
  
• lung capacity at 99%
  

I also have random tummy aches that come and go
What could this be? Long covid? Astha worsened? Something worse? Hopefully anyone here has a clue

Hey guys,
I recently started going back to the office (hybrid model) after 2 years of WFH.
I noticed that as I was walking more and traveling more I felt severe pain in my feet, noticably below the "pad" of the big toe in both feet.
I went to see my family doctor and he had me take a uric acid test. I took the test, had a high level of uric acid and was diagnosed with gout.
As during covid I had no issues, since I did not have to travel or walk around alot, this only started during return to office as I ended up being on my feet alot more and having this strain.
I was wondering if gout would be an acceptable reason to apply for an accommodation for WFH rather than hybrid. My work is entirely digital and I would not being missing any essential functions by WFH, and of course if any important events happened I could go, I am just talking about regular daily "go into the office" functions.
Any advice would be appreciated!
Thanks,

Hey guys,
I recently started going back to the office (hybrid model) after 2 years of WFH.
I noticed that as I was walking more and traveling more I felt pain in my feet, noticably below the "pad" of the big toe in both feet.
I went to see my family doctor and he had me take a uric acid test. I took the test, had a high level of uric acid and was diagnosed with gout.
As during covid I had no issues, since I did not have to travel or walk around alot, this only started during return to office as I ended up being on my feet alot more and having this strain.
I was wondering if anyone had experience in applying for an accommodation for WFH regarding gout and how I would begin this process.